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00.16 AM

I just got back from the nearest burjo. You don't know what 'burjo' stands for?
I'll tell you. It's 'bubur kacang ijo'.
It's kind of a place for anak kos to continue living.
Food. Cheap. The words say everything.

I'm hungry, in the middle of the night. That's why I went there.
Then, it makes me thinking. What would I do if the same thing happened and I'm still at home?

I'll call one of my brothers.
'Buy me a fried rice when you're going back. I'm hungry'

I'll going to the kitchen. Open the refrigerator. Checking what's left to eat.

Or if my parents still awake, I'll ask for some money and going straight to buy food at the nearest place from my home.

Well, I'm no longer able to do those kind of things.
I can't call my brothers, we are separated by island.
I can't open the refrigerator, don't have any in my dorm.
Even if my parents still awake, they don't know I'm hungry here.

The only thing I can do is going alone to burjo. Sit and eat.

It's midnight here.
Don't blame me for being 'a pathetic-because-of-homesick' person.


Anyways, happy new year!
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