Tsk. I really have a lot to say.

Linking your Instagram account to Twitter. Twitter account to Facebook. Facebook account to Friendster. Linking one socmed account to another.

It is quite a thing now, right?

You know, everything already has  its own place.
It would be very nice of you to follow the track. I will follow your twitter if I want to know about your daily life and your instagram if I want to see your so-called-masterpiece-photographs.
I know it's none of my business. I seriously know.
I can simply unfollow or unfriend if I feel bothered by your linking activities.

But, you know, I also a human. I also being in that state, in your state. A social media junkies.
I know the reason why you guys doing that. It's either because you are stupid or simply because you want to show off. That's the truth and that was rude. Again, I know.
(I even did not ever thinking that the word 'stupid' will be ever posted in my blog on purpose (you know i have that hello kitty heart inside...stop.))

And here, I assume you guys could be both.
Stupid is for those who linking their twitter account to facebook. And the ones who linking their instagram account to twitter mostly want to show off.

The fact is, actually, I experienced that social media could be a good tools that help you decrease your 'need-to-show off' act.
In social media, you have a time to 'think' before you post something. It helped me many times.

I was about to tweet about something that would make me look 'oh-so-non mainstream' or 'oh-so-smart', but,  then again before I finally am choose the options (tweet or post or share or whatever it is), I actually have a time to think what exactly is my aim to post those things.
If it has to do with something cocky and arrogant, well, I have time to cancel it!
Am I wrong? I could be.

At least, that's what happened to me. And by saying this doesn't mean I'm a show-off-free person. I'm still human. I still on that phase. The need to show off comes all the time and sometimes I just can't hold back. I am trying and always, to not become the person that I'd like to unfollow or unfriend in socmed life.

So, for a better future of mankind, can we just follow the track, friends?

Unless, you are that famous footballer or celebrity (in real life or just on socmed), OR maybe you are a person with a capabilty to keep me updates with Ok Taec Yeon's life, I'll shut my mouth off.


P.S. I don't discriminite people. I just being rational. Why celebrities have a right to do the linking things, but you are not?  The point is, THEY ARE CELEBRITIES. They do have thousand fans who want to know about their activities every single second. It also could happens that their fans do not have all socmed accounts (only have facebook do not have twitter, have twitter do not have instagram, etc). I think the fans need and deserve it. And on top of that, I don't think celebrities have a purpose to show off. At all. But you, you are different.

P.S.2. What I mean with word 'stupid' here is not stupid...stupid, you know. It's stupid because simply they don't know how to change  the setting on their account or don't get what's the point of what is social media yet. 

P.S.3. I am not an admirer of non-mainstream people. I neither a mainstream or non-mainstream. I like something not based on its mainstream or non-mainstream things. It based on my heart and my taste. Always. And I never shame to express it.

P.S.4. I believe they haven't invent it yet, right? PS3 is still the latest. (please say am funny)

What I learned from The Amazing Spiderman

Just finished this movie.

Late? Very. 

I wanted  to watch it back in July on its premiere day but the queue was crazy!

Then I went to Papua and had no chance to watch it there (obviously).

Well, since am not a big fan of Peter Parker, it's not a big deal.

(but hey, of course am a fan of Andrew Garfield!)

Okay, just cut the crap.

So, do you realize that this movie actually have a really deep lesson?

I just realized it now and it's a shame.

The scene when Uncle Ben died, I was crying like a baby.

It's like watching me in the screen.

Peter had a bad day, he forgot the promise he made with his uncle before, his uncle got angry. you know , his uncle and auntie never meant to make him feel bad but he ended up shouted and throwed his tantrum at them. 

the story continued. the angry Peter  happened to let the thief go just because he saved a grudge to the store owner. and, just like everybody already knew, the thief killed uncle Ben who've had been wandering around the block to looking for Peter.

(and please do not ask me why I wrote all those scene in a past form).

I don't know what it's like for you, but for me, it's familiar.

I lose count on the number of how many times I shouted over my parents, especially my mom, about something....just meaningless. 

I never thought that the day I shouted over her could be the last day I can talk, speak and see her. 

This movie remembering me about that thing. About what should I do to make me not to regret it someday. In a future.Or in a near future. Who knows.

I also have learned from this movie that no matter how bad people did things to you, you, in other way, need  to keep being good to them. Always. No matter what. 

Because you have no idea about what you did might be a bad affect to other people. 

It can be anyone and also it can be your dearest one. You just have no idea.

And once this happens, what you can do later is just regret.

I don't want to make the same mistake as Peter Parker did.

And I think, I know what should I do from now on.

Hopefully.

P.S. I'm in the middle of mid term week. And it'll be my last mid term week as an undergraduate college student.

Thank you, and I wish you a ton of lucks too!

What is Desi Anwar Saying?

You owe it to yourself to do well in everything you do.. -- Desi Anwar.

I got the point very well. (or at least I thought so)
We will see if I can hold on to it and not dissappoint my ownself.

Anyway, Buongiorno!
Ready for another blessed day from God?

Rare Thoughts. Rare Confession.

I wish I knew what is in your mind.

I wish I had a courage to show you that I care.

I wish I had a chance to let you know that I'm not only plan about my future, once in a while, I plan about 'us' too.

I wish I was more crazy, and in one of many conversations we had, the words ' i like you' popped out unexpectedly.

I won't think it was a shame, I won't act as if it never happened or even deny it.
I would happily say, 'that was truly what I have in my heart. glad you know it now'.

I wish I told you that I listen to (almost) all songs you used to hear. Not because I'm kind of overly-attached-girlfriend(s), but I'm trying to know you more through the lyrics. It was useful tho ;)


I wish all the things I wanted to say or do to you, I said and did already before you belong to someone else.

But it seems like I already late, right?

.....

Because you know,
out of the boyish-strong-independent-Marcopolo personalities that I have,
I just an old fashion-conservative girl who always thinks that 'those kind of starting-the-relationship-or-giving-any-codes-about-it acts' should be done by the boys.
The girls have its own role. Which is...waiting.

Until now I still believe in that role.
It's not like I'm not into emancipation or anything but I have my own version of it.
Mine doesn't include the heart stuff.
People called it silly but I called it principle.

That's why I'm trying not to regret anything.


P.S. I cannot believe I can be so serious sometimes (which is so rare).

Tanti Auguri, Legend!

Happy Birthday, my all time favorite football player,
Andriy Mikolaiovich Shevchenko!

May all the greatest things come along the way.


still have this silly-endlessly-obsession that we could meet up someday in a sunny day.
my place or yours? time decides ;)

Mi Manchi, G! Even if you have not leaving yet.

I don't know much about football.

All I know is I was growing up with a people who treasure football so much.

My dad, my brothers.

A television in our home will always on when there is a football match.

I have no other choice except watching it together with them.

It didn't make me starts to heart football right away.

I watched it because it's fun. It's fun watching them. My Family. Together. Watching.

One day, when I was still ini junior high (if i'm not mistaken), I felt a little bit irritated.

I asked my mom, 'why do we subscribed to BOLA Magazine every week all this time? But sometimes I don't always get a permission to buy a magazine that I want?'

My mom answered.

And I concluded them as : 'Your dad and brothers (which is 4 of 6 persons in my home) read it.Why bother?'

You know, I heart reading.

That's why I found it irritated when there is a magazine in my home but I can't read it (cause i don't have any interest).

I used to read any newspapers my dad brought home.

But, after my mom say such a words, I changed my decision.

It's kind of funny. I started to read BOLA, because I don't want to feel loss.

In another side, I started to heart football as well.

My family love AC Milan. So, as a girl who only knows to follow. I love them too.

As long as I can remember, the first time I pay an attention while watching Milan was on 2005.

The final Champion League against Liverpool. The night of sadness in Istanbul.

Liverpudlian called that night magical, right?

Maybe it was magic for me also. 

Because after that night, I started to follow all the news about Milan.

Not because my family, but based on my own will.

I picked Andriy Mikolaiovich Shevchenko as my favorite at that time (and he still is) just because he's cool! Eventhough, he's the one who failed the penalty at that night :(

But later on, I realized he's not only cool-handsome-gorgeous and so on but also a great player!

I heart him even more.

The day he left. I remember.

I still not used to internet back in 2006, so I read the news from the newspaper.

There he was. In a picture.

Wearing a casual clothes, holding a pen. Just signed a contract with Chelsea.

I feel so disappointed.

I even following others to left a petition in shevarestaconnoi.com (sheva, don't leave us),

 but it didn't help.

The picture of him that I couldn't ever forget

Another sad day has come again.

Another great man, another a favorite player of mine.

"I'm leaving Milan because a cycle has ended." Gattuso said.

Grazie, Rino! Orang Italia paling Italia yang pernah saya tahu.

PS. The song that Galliani played right after Gattuso told him his decision is too sad. Really.

I play it over and over again while looking at Gattuso's photos and almost tearing.

I even listening to its song while writing this right now.

Just another friday

What is the point of hearting someone for so long if you don’t even have a plan to tell him/her your true feeling?

Geez. What did I just write.

Everyone seems in a competition to pissed me off today.
Even a nonsense comment in youtube could make me irritated.
Find a way to release my depression but end up missing you for no reason.

Me, myself also curious to know whom I mean with you in the last sentence.

God, I miss high school.