Mi Manchi, G! Even if you have not leaving yet.

I don't know much about football.

All I know is I was growing up with a people who treasure football so much.

My dad, my brothers.

A television in our home will always on when there is a football match.

I have no other choice except watching it together with them.

It didn't make me starts to heart football right away.

I watched it because it's fun. It's fun watching them. My Family. Together. Watching.

One day, when I was still ini junior high (if i'm not mistaken), I felt a little bit irritated.

I asked my mom, 'why do we subscribed to BOLA Magazine every week all this time? But sometimes I don't always get a permission to buy a magazine that I want?'

My mom answered.

And I concluded them as : 'Your dad and brothers (which is 4 of 6 persons in my home) read it.Why bother?'

You know, I heart reading.

That's why I found it irritated when there is a magazine in my home but I can't read it (cause i don't have any interest).

I used to read any newspapers my dad brought home.

But, after my mom say such a words, I changed my decision.

It's kind of funny. I started to read BOLA, because I don't want to feel loss.

In another side, I started to heart football as well.

My family love AC Milan. So, as a girl who only knows to follow. I love them too.

As long as I can remember, the first time I pay an attention while watching Milan was on 2005.

The final Champion League against Liverpool. The night of sadness in Istanbul.

Liverpudlian called that night magical, right?

Maybe it was magic for me also. 

Because after that night, I started to follow all the news about Milan.

Not because my family, but based on my own will.

I picked Andriy Mikolaiovich Shevchenko as my favorite at that time (and he still is) just because he's cool! Eventhough, he's the one who failed the penalty at that night :(

But later on, I realized he's not only cool-handsome-gorgeous and so on but also a great player!

I heart him even more.

The day he left. I remember.

I still not used to internet back in 2006, so I read the news from the newspaper.

There he was. In a picture.

Wearing a casual clothes, holding a pen. Just signed a contract with Chelsea.

I feel so disappointed.

I even following others to left a petition in shevarestaconnoi.com (sheva, don't leave us),

 but it didn't help.

The picture of him that I couldn't ever forget

Another sad day has come again.

Another great man, another a favorite player of mine.

"I'm leaving Milan because a cycle has ended." Gattuso said.

Grazie, Rino! Orang Italia paling Italia yang pernah saya tahu.

PS. The song that Galliani played right after Gattuso told him his decision is too sad. Really.

I play it over and over again while looking at Gattuso's photos and almost tearing.

I even listening to its song while writing this right now.