August 18, 2011

20!
:D :D :D

...

I shouted over my mom and rejected the call first.
I guess I'm on my own way to hell now.



Sorry, Mom.

00.50 AM

I just feel like writing a post tonight. Or is it morning, already?

Suddenly I feel bad.
I'm not doing anything right in my life yet.
I pray always in the last time. I always in rushed. Just think it as a duty.  Not a time to talk to God. The time for me to thank Him about everything. Thank Him for the live He gave me. For all the chances  for all the blessed..
For every seconds He gave me and my family..
I lost the essence from praying itself. I made it lost.

I never take my studies seriously.
I do everything in the last minute.
The exam, the quiz, the material. All of them.
I lack in everything.

I'm not trying my best to make my parents and brothers proud of me.
For their happiness.

You're here. You're near.
Please, forgive me. And help me to be a better person.


We created man and We know what his own self whispers to him. We are nearer to him than his jugular vein. (Surah Qaf: 16)

Monday morning.

I woke up and got a message.

A : Kim Hyo Ae selamat ujian yaa :* sukses yaaa :D

 

(because of the silly game, I found out that my Korean name is Kim Hyo Ae, and  'this friend'  started to call me with that name -_-)

then, the meaningless conversation just begun

Kim: Hari ini ga ada jadwal. Tapi tetap gomawoooo =))

 A: Yaaaah. Udah semangat pun -_-

       Besok ada? Biar aku ucapkan lagi

Kim: Besok cuma ngumpul tugas. Eh ada ujian tertulis juga

A: Yaaah udah! Sukses ya :*

Kim: Eh salah.

A: -____-

Kim: Rabu ujian tertulisnya

A: Kirim aja jadwal kau sini

Biar aku lihat sendiri

Kim : =))

A: Hahahahahahahahahaha

Kim: hahahahahaha. Rabu aku ujian tertulis

A : -____-

      Rabu nanti aku ucapi ya ;)

Kim Hyo Ae: -___- Kok nggak bilang dari tahun lalu aja mau ngucapinnya?

                 Eh tapi tetap gamsa hamnida, gomawo, gomapta :))

A : zzzzz =))               

Well, this post I made  just to let others know that I’m in the middle of mid-term weeks! Wish me luck, good-hearted readers! :')

 ps. until now, I always get annoyed when someone send me this kind of emoticon --> :*  I never use it in my conversation either. By the way, 'this friend' have a similiar korean name with me, it's Kim Yong Bin :))

Derby yang (sayang sekali) mengesalkan

Saya sedang kesal. Kesal sekali

Derby Della Madoninna baru aja selesai dan tentu saja dengan segala kerendahan hati dan HURUF KAPITAL, SAYA INGIN MEMBERITAHUKAN PEMENANGNYA AC MILAN! 3-0! 

Tapi saya tetap kesal, karena kenyataannya saya ga nonton pertandingannya dari awal :((((

It seriously makes me mad cause I desperately wanted to watch this match! Who’s not anyway?!

Aaaaaaah!

Dari jam 12 saya uda nungguin, feeling bakal ketiduran juga uda ada. Makanya saya uda niat minum kopi, tapi ya itu cuma sebatas niat. Pertandingannya masih sekitar 1 jam 45 menit lagi, saya uda prepare dengan sengaja ga matiin lampu kamar dan ngencengin suara tv. Tujuannya supaya ga bakal ketiduran, kan kalo terang dan suara ribut, tidur juga jadi susah. Begitu pikir saya. Tapi kenyataannya beda, saya lupa itu hanya berlaku buat manusia normal. Bukan buat manusia korban gigitan lalat tse-tse yang minimal waktu tidurnya 15 jam  sehari -_-

Saya pun sempat ketiduran, tapi 10 menit sebelum pertandingan mulai langsung kebangun. Hape saya bunyi. Seseorang dari pulau seberang nanyain Milan mainnya jam berapa, dia pengen liat Pato. Begitu dibilang Milan main jam 01.45 dia langsung mundur teratur. Ngantuk katanya. Tapi saya sangat – sangat berterimakasih, “untuuuung nanyain, aku ketiduran barusan” beberapa detik setelah mengetik kata – kata syukuran itu saya langsung ketiduran lagi. Selama satu jam. Lebih.  Sekian.

Bangun – bangun uda menit 60an. Skor 2-0. Pato baru aja nyetak gol keduanya yang tentu aja ga sempat saya liat. Saya langsung ngecek, Pato nyetak 2 gol. Nice. Chivu kartu merah. Double Nice.

Sisa 30 menit saya tonton dengan ekspresi datar. Pato off diganti Urby Emanuelson. Saya yakin Emanuelson ini dulunya aktor Hollywood. Kalo ga percaya liat aja film God must be Crazy, mukanya 11-12 sama pemeran utama. Muka saya semakin datar karena sempat ngeliat Gattuso uda di pitch AJAH! *guling2*. Belakangan saya baru tau kalo Gattuso digantiin Flamini karena cedera. Ah, these times are hard for him :((

Robinho off, Cassano in. Cassano nyetak gol ketiga dengan bonus 2 kartu kuning. Minimal hidup saya ga terlalu sia – sia, sempat ngeliat gol ketiga.

Pertandingan selesai. Muka girang Pato dan Gattuso di-shoot berulang – ulang. Saya semakin kesal. Sama diri sendiri.

Tapi biarin ah, yang penting Milan tetap menang *menghibur diri sendiri*. Leonardo tetap kalah. Pato (tetap) sama Barbara Berlusconi. Gattuso tetap sama saya. Tidak ada yang berubah. Wassalam.

15-03-11

 

 

Dear  Andriy Mikolaiovich Shevchenko,

First, what should I call you? Brother? Sok akrab ye? And you ‘re just too old to be my brother anyway. My parents age of married is only 31 years, it doesn’t make a sense for you to be my brother. Poor me.

How about father? Errr, you’re way too young and too cute for that ;) 
(Well, I don’t say my father is not cute, he’s mooooore than that :p)

Ah forget it, I just call you with your name. Sheva, right?

Yeah we’re that close XD

All I wanna say is, it was a good time to see you again a few days ago… in the field.It’s really really reaaaaaaally a relief for me to see you on that match against City. You even made a goal! Though I don’t watched your game fully, it was still a great time!

And I have to say this.  You look …. Older, Sheva :(

But no problem, it doesn’t matter for me. You’re still in my heart. Halah.

By the way, how’s life? Are you doing good?

Is Ahjumma Kristen doing good too? Zz I forget, your wife is not Korean ;) 

Since she’s American I’ll change it to Untie, then. Is Untie Kristen doing good? (sounds right,ha? :D) Is she taking a good care of you? If she can’t, I’ll do it FOR SURE. I’ll fly away to Ukraina and just leave my college (and all the assignments) with all my heart as long as you give me the ticket.  Will you? :’)

And how about our children? Eh, your children I mean. 

Are Jordan and Christian doing good too? I hope they are.

Mmm, what else?

Oh ya, I know. I want ask you a question. 
Are you, by any chance, like 2PM too, dear Sheva?

In case, you don’t have any idea about them, I’ll tell you then. They are a boysband from Korea. They really attracted my attention, lately.  Go google it, Sheva! Find a video titled I’ll be back. And you’ll laugh till death just like I did :))

It’s already 00.04 AM here, and I have to finish my assignments.

They are three and I don’t even start one of them.

Globalization, Japan foreign affairs’s summary and position paper for KoMUN! I’m going to hit them now! Wish me luck, woke. Daaaaaah.

See you somewhere on Earth (hopefully) soon! ;)

Sincerely, an unstable college student.

after a long hibernation

I'm BACK!

and just made a promise with my own self to keep updating this blog in the future.

well, we'll see how long I can keep my words. One month? two weeks? one day? :3

I wanted to watch this series since a long time ago, but yeah I just started watching it YESTERDAY.

People said it was one of the good series.

I'll see then.

anyway, I'm home right now

and YES, it couldn't be better :D