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00.16 AM

I just got back from the nearest burjo. You don't know what 'burjo' stands for?
I'll tell you. It's 'bubur kacang ijo'.
It's kind of a place for anak kos to continue living.
Food. Cheap. The words say everything.

I'm hungry, in the middle of the night. That's why I went there.
Then, it makes me thinking. What would I do if the same thing happened and I'm still at home?

I'll call one of my brothers.
'Buy me a fried rice when you're going back. I'm hungry'

I'll going to the kitchen. Open the refrigerator. Checking what's left to eat.

Or if my parents still awake, I'll ask for some money and going straight to buy food at the nearest place from my home.

Well, I'm no longer able to do those kind of things.
I can't call my brothers, we are separated by island.
I can't open the refrigerator, don't have any in my dorm.
Even if my parents still awake, they don't know I'm hungry here.

The only thing I can do is going alone to burjo. Sit and eat.

It's midnight here.
Don't blame me for being 'a pathetic-because-of-homesick' person.


Anyways, happy new year!
=]

Temporary Loser

You can call me a loser.
I won't mind.
But, only in this very time.

Look, what could I've done in the next few days.
I'm gonna be so proud of my self ;D

Anyway, I miss family so much. They come into my dream more often.
Be healthy dear mamak, atah, abang-abang, kak intan dan nenek. May Allah SWT always protect you all.

Thank You for days of heaven

I Thank You for two days off in every week, God.

I Thank You for weekend.

I Thank You for every happiness I got in every special two days: Saturday and Sunday.

I Thank You for let me have a days for being my own self.

To let me stop running for a while;
Run from one activity to another that I always do in the others day.

I'm not complaining for the other five days You give me.

I just so thankful for days of heaven You give for us.

Thank You. And I love You :)

Who are they?

Don't you feel curious with my previous post?
Who I mean with 'them'?

Ah, I just become more delutional these days.
No one will gets curios since I don't even know if anybody out there is going to read this post anyway.

Well. I still want to explain this.

It's something which make me feel so happy.
They really are my escape from reality.

I knew them since last January and unconsciously I found my self already one of their fans.

Two simply reasons why I adore them are because they are funny and well mannered.
I won't add gorgeous or something like that because I know many people out there waaaayy more better than them. And the most important thing, I don't considering that point as an important ones.

And YES, I do enjoy my fan girling time :)

See you soon, 2PM!

Or I can say, see you very soon.
Because it's only one day till we meet ;))

November 8th was my lucky day

WHY?

This is the reason.

I won the fan signing event quiz.

So, as a reward I'm gonna meet the six of them in person and get their autographs.

Let me just....die.

Have you found your Alif Fikri?

I think I've found my Alif Fikri.

But, he doesn't see me as his Raisa I guess.

Now Playing: Someone like you *sambil megang silet*

We are all the same, you know.

I'm currently re-reading my one of favorite novels from Windhy Puspitadewi.
The titled is Let Go.
This novel is basically about friendship and just like the title said: letting go, of people who used to be the one we heart..

Then, I found something that catches my attention.
This.


"Pernah dengar kisah tentang ulat dan kupu-kupu?
Kalau ada kupu-kupu yang terperangkap di sarang laba-laba, orang cenderung akan menolong kupu-kupu itu walaupun mungkin si laba-laba belum makan selama berhari-hari.
Tapi gimana kalau yang terperangkap adalah ulat yang belum jadi kupu-kupu?
Orang tetap nolong nggak? Padahal, keduanya sama. 
...
Di dunia ini, memang harus cantik supaya ditolong."


Well, it's not like I never read the sentences before, but it's just really hit me this time.
And I was like, "Aah it's so true. Am I one of those people who has this scary behavior? Only help people because of certain reasons?"

It is a reminder.
For me. For you, whoever happens to read this post.
To not being a picky person. To do not need a reason for helping people.


Welcome November! =]