if you know what i mean ;))

one of my fave since high school.
how could they don't have the official MV for this song? :'(


don't lose hope. just........don't.

I easily get jealous over my friend's success.

Please God,
what is wrong with my brain.....and heart :(

Selamat ulang tahun yang keduapuluh!

1. Semoga kuliahnya lancar dan kita lulus bersama-sama!

2. Semoga impian kamu untuk foto keluarga yang mulia itu segera tercapai :)

3. Semoga kamu segera melupakan hal yang sedih-sedih di masa lalu ;)

4. Semoga segera menemukan yang baru untuk menjadi semangat hidup :p

5. Semoga AMIN online shop nya sukses :))

6. Semoga suatu saat bisa ke India!

7. Semoga bisa jadi teman dekatnya Bisma Kharisma (pret).

8. Semoga kesampean dapat jodoh orang India.

9. Semoga besok wall stickernya nggak nambah lagi tiba-tiba.

10. Semoga sarapannya nggak nasi kuning mulu. Berkembanglah!

11. Semoga ada keajaiban jadi bisa suka sayur.

12. Semoga bisa jadi tante yang baik dan benar buat Syahla dkk.

13. Semoga kamarnya nggak kayak goa lagi.

14. Semoga kartu kreditnya lebih sering dipake untuk mengayomi Amanah crew.

15. Semo.... duh masih banyak juga ya -__-

17. Semoga segera mendapat hidayah! (you know what i mean :3 )

18. Semoga setiap tugas JMC bisa diselesaikan JAUUH sebelum deadline.

19. Selamat ulang tahun, teman saya sejak tahun 2009. Teman tempat meminjam duit disaat keabisan dan malas ke ATM, teman tempat meminta air disaat dehidrasi, teman yang mengenalkan kepada online shop dan kebangkrutan, teman yang bersedia menemani di tengah malam saat kelaparan, teman yang kipas pisau dan alat-alat lainnya selalu saya rusakin, teman yang tidak jera curhat dengan saya walaupun tidak pernah diberikan masukan yang berguna, teman yang juga merangkap asisten!

20. Selamat ulang tahun, TRYA!

Who says our parents always less-known-about-everything than us?

My father didn't.


I don't need to explain what does MIT stand for and he is the one who tell me in which state Harvard is located.
I am more clueless -,-

Back to the old days when I still at home, my father could answer everything I ask to him.

Politics, economy, everything!

He used to read more than 3 newspapers each day, until now.

If only he able to continue study in West Java at that time.

If only my grand father didn't die when my father still at young age.

If only.

I do believe my father could achieve moooore than he had now.

Oh well, I MISS YOUUUUUU.

Just thinking about you always makes me cry because I miss you soooo badly.

See you soon, Atah! :)

8 of 366

00.16 AM

I just got back from the nearest burjo. You don't know what 'burjo' stands for?
I'll tell you. It's 'bubur kacang ijo'.
It's kind of a place for anak kos to continue living.
Food. Cheap. The words say everything.

I'm hungry, in the middle of the night. That's why I went there.
Then, it makes me thinking. What would I do if the same thing happened and I'm still at home?

I'll call one of my brothers.
'Buy me a fried rice when you're going back. I'm hungry'

I'll going to the kitchen. Open the refrigerator. Checking what's left to eat.

Or if my parents still awake, I'll ask for some money and going straight to buy food at the nearest place from my home.

Well, I'm no longer able to do those kind of things.
I can't call my brothers, we are separated by island.
I can't open the refrigerator, don't have any in my dorm.
Even if my parents still awake, they don't know I'm hungry here.

The only thing I can do is going alone to burjo. Sit and eat.

It's midnight here.
Don't blame me for being 'a pathetic-because-of-homesick' person.


Anyways, happy new year!
=]

Temporary Loser

You can call me a loser.
I won't mind.
But, only in this very time.

Look, what could I've done in the next few days.
I'm gonna be so proud of my self ;D

Anyway, I miss family so much. They come into my dream more often.
Be healthy dear mamak, atah, abang-abang, kak intan dan nenek. May Allah SWT always protect you all.

Thank You for days of heaven

I Thank You for two days off in every week, God.

I Thank You for weekend.

I Thank You for every happiness I got in every special two days: Saturday and Sunday.

I Thank You for let me have a days for being my own self.

To let me stop running for a while;
Run from one activity to another that I always do in the others day.

I'm not complaining for the other five days You give me.

I just so thankful for days of heaven You give for us.

Thank You. And I love You :)