what is it?

There are times when you really want to never have siblings.

When you think.
Do they really love you as you thought?
Do they really care?
Or do they always put your name in their prayer as you always did?

When you really curious.
If they are given a choice, would you be their first? More than their lovers?

Then, you start doubting yourself..

Yeah, these feelings can come anytime.
Like. Right now.